I've been as guilty as any of "fading out" due to feeling shy, not wanting to appear ignorant, and various misunderstandings, fears and phobias. A lot of past baggage makes these foibles part of my nature, but it is correctable and I'm a work in progress :) It helps that I feel a comradery with you all, and that we are, underneath it all, birds of a feather. This forum has helped me get over a lot of hurdles lately, and I am getting stronger in my knowledge and confidence all the time with all of your help. So thank you, you don't know how much you all mean to me.